so this is where we are now.

happy. free. content. expanding.

i miss the possibilities that once were there and to say that i don't would be a fat lie. we are making the most of this, though. there is a lot of good, but there lacks certain things i wished to instill in my children here. there is a lot here that i do not ever want for them. it bottles up my mind. anything bottled up is not a good thing, just speaking from experience. it makes my job harder to teach them to look beyond the opinions of others and the simple minded ways of those that do not know any different. we will not conform.

because they are a product of me and me will not have that.