25 1/2 WEEKS!

Went to the doctor yesterday. Everything was great. The baby seems to be growing right on track. I on the other hand seem to be growing a little ahead of schedule. After weighing at the doctor yesterday all I could do was cry. I was slightly embarrassed but really didn't care. My doctor asked me what was wrong and all I could say was "I am fat." along with "miserable and everything hurts." Having a baby is a wonderful thing and cannot be described with words the joy that comes from having a child, but the pregnancy part for me anyway, well, not so enjoyable. it does some weird stuff to my body and frankly I feel extremely uncomfortable in own skin. i am trying to remain positive and keep walking everyday and drinking more water than usual and not fast food. gosh, we will see. with maddax i gained 75lbs and so far with baby tyson i am at 30lbs and three more months to go. something tells me it will only be 2 1/2 more months to go, though. my goal is only to gain 10 more lbs. we will see how that goes. if gaining weight wasn't so hard on my body i probably would not mind so much, but when big C's start going past DD's and my back hurts and my hips are weirdly out of place or something....it starts to be a problem. enough of that, on a more exciting note...i have a baby shower coming up in 4 weeks. yeah!!!! fun stuff. i love baby stuff and i am very excited about getting to visit with everyone. i already have my bedding. grammie got it for baby ty from pottery barn. it is very precious. nindy and papaw are getting him his bed, that i also love very much and his mimi is getting his pack&play. so yes, he is well on his way to spoiled. at least, he and maddax will have that in common. ha ha.